....and I say CUT!

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There's always a choice.
All you need to do is to pick one and stick by it.

First time.
Ganun pala talaga yun.
Akala ko kasi hindi ako magiging kagaya ng iba.
Ayoko maging corny eh.
Pero hindi mo pala mapipigilan.
Sabi nga nila, "it springs from within".

Biglang tumulo ang luha ko kanina ng hindi ko inaasahan,
Ang aking paghalakhak ay napalitan ng isang 'tila tinik na bumaon sa aking lalamunan.
"Nakakainis ka, pinapaiyak mo ako. Alam mo ba ngayon lang tayo nagkausap ulit ng ganito kahaba?"
At patuloy pa rin umagos ang mga luha sa kabila ng aking pagtawa.
Namiss ko ang boses mo.
Mas lalong namimiss ko na nagkikita at nagkakasama tayo.

Eto na 'to.
Ganito pala ang pakiramdam.
Corny nga daw ang mainlab.
Keber.
Wala naman batas ang nagbabawal maging kakaiba.
Sabi nga nila, "nagmamahal ka eh".

Miss na kita, sobra!
At hindi ko yun napigilan itago.
Di bale, sa isang linggo.
Isang mahigpit na yakap ang sasalubong sa'yo.

"When the heart decides to move on, it will never go back from where it left off."

......and the mushiness continue to come in ( i guess this is what happens when you terribly miss someone *sob*)...

Moving forward on my post, I'm glad that all's well now about my resignation.
Boss is understanding enough to let go of his kid to seek a "greener pasture" on the other side of Eastwood...este of the fence ;p
It took two loooooooong discussions before he finally accepted my letter.
All I need to do now is to endure his constant jokes about me leaving the company to sell noodles (sorry Boss its biscuits).

I'm excited to see what's coming for me in URC.
Yup, I will be joining the Gokongwei's soon.
What's there to hide? Almost everybody knows already..hehehe

I've received mixed reactions about me leaving my present company.
What about the car? How's the pay? Are you still a department head when you go there?
It sometimes annoys me that people tend to be superficial about finding the right career path.
Sure all these things matter but I see them as bonuses only.
While there is no such thing as a perfect job, a perfect company or a perfect boss, 
I do know that I can be the right employee to the right job in the right company.

As how I've said it to my boss, "I have a personal belief that if I decide on something, I will stand by it no matter what. This can be a huge mistake but I think i need to see that one for myself".

Thank you to those who have shown their sincerest and truest happiness for me.
You are the reasons on why I feel that I ALWAYS CAN DO IT.

Thanks and wish me luck!

Fighting!



 

There's really no easy way to say goodbye.

Now I believe in the saying na nagiging sarado ang utak ng tao kapag ayaw niya ang naririnig niya.
Much more if its about someone leaving with no definite plans of returning back.
If you are the person initiating the break-up, you will be left with dismay if the other person won't understand what you are driving at.
He will still be very positive about things.
He will still come-up with the most rational blah-blahs to stop you.
"It's manageable. It's a very shallow reason to leave. Give me a more concrete reason and I'll let you go."          

My heart tells me that I'm not happy anymore.
So I figured out that it's time to move on.

Kaya boss pwede ba? tanggapin mo na yung resignation ko?                                              

Meet my bag.

It's a mustard-colored bag from Chinese Laundry (got it on a 50% discount!).



Inside it, you will find these interesting pieces of junk...hehehe



from top to bottom..

- business card case
- company id
- hello kitty umbrella
- mini make-up kita (just in case feel ko mag-ayos ;p)
- pouch for cellphone chargers, USB cable, earphones
- VS Amber Romance
- my mom's pamaypay
- my wallet (J for John Lloyd! hahaha)
- my sony ericsson phone (sun sim)
- snacks (ZEBZEB! and skyflakes)
- comb
- hanky
- drawer keys
- 1 pc of Mentos candy
- tissue
- pencil case
- big notebook

So there, my bag. *bow*

I miss him so bad :c

Uwi ka na po... :'c

"i consider myself very lucky for i know the "HE" will never leave me... in everything that happens to me whether good or bad i accept is a blessing for there is always a reason bkit sya nangyari.. HE is my inspiration.. my guiding light.. (ASTIG!)Nver did HE gve me a trial that i almost giv up coz feeling ko hopeless case na sya.. HE protected me all my life.. LORD, thanks so much!!!! =)"-sarsdeguzman

A good friend is on her way back to her real home.

We might be feeling a great loss right at this moment but I know that she is in a far better and even happier place right now.

I visited her livejournal account upon hearing the news. I was saddened with what had happened to her but suddenly felt at peace when I know that she will always have that courageous and faithful spirit in her. The entry way back in 2005 said it all.

Sarah, I will always remember your cheerfulness and kind-hearted persona. You will always be in our prayers...

May you rest in peace...

 

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to take your life away that instantly.

Thank you because I feel like you have saved Kuya.

I know, I was never so fond of you but I do know how much you were loved by Ate Elma, Kuya Rody and Mama.

We will definitely miss your blue-gray eyes and the playful way you bond with Andy, Spencer, Candy and your best bud, Gerry.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..

May you rest in peace, Tom..

**********

Tom (The Siamese Cat), 01.2008-02.26.09

 

...and so he wouldn't let this day pass without a little something for me, too!

"Baby, sa totoo lang hindi yan talaga ang plano ko. Kaso wala akong makitang heart-shaped cake. Balak ko kasi yun ang ibigay sa'yo tapos pupunuin ko ng pangalan mo. Ano magiging dating sa'yo nun kung yun ang nareceive mo?"

"Hmmm...malalaman ko na galing pa rin sa'yo yun, d b?"

"Ay, mahina..hehehe"

"Oh shux! awwwwww.....I never thought of that!"

"Ano kinikilig ka na naman sken? tama na makita ka naman nina tita nangingiti na naman mag-isa (sabay tawa ng malakas)"

The cake is sweet but sweeter is the person who gave it to me.

Truly, plans don't usually work the way we want them to be but it never means less. Sometimes, what even happens is greater than what we expect.

Praying for more v-day sweetness to share..

I so love him!